Pain

When you get a paper cut....it hurts, but you can't see the cut. Sometimes God turns our life upside down so we can live it right side up. During the upside down times, we experience this thing called pain. Pain is weird, it is the strongest point of emotion that creeps up on you, that you never see coming.

When I was a kid I was hurt, but that's not what turned me cold and bitter. It was the pain I felt. The pain creeped up on me slowly, and as time went on, it got stronger and stronger. The stronger it got the more I acted out. The more I acted out, the stronger I felt the pain....and then one day it stopped! It had come to a halt. I didn't know if I was happy or sad, anger, or mad. All I knew was I had to stand still.....and so I did.

Pain, had defind who I was, where I was going, and who I would let in. Pain had been my friend, and now I had to say goodbye to pain.



My Name unknown

My name unknown
I sit alone watching the dark clouds go by
I watch and watch thinking about the reason why?

Why he left, why he stayed, why things ended this way....but
my name unknown

My name unknown
I sit and soone
looking for the one who owns,
owns my heart, and owns my soul
own the things that I know.....
The one who will be there, the one who will care,
the one who laughs and the one who shares.
The one who will sit and chat with no lies
But my name, Unknown

My name unknown
I guess you know
I want so many things that are near and dear
close to my heart as you can see, that's where I want you to be.....

until then

MY NAME-UNKNOWN!

Nikki T.